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Alfred Kedy MacKenzie 1915 – 2015
Well, Al makes it to the century mark, and decides it’s time to go. Hard to believe he was born in the opening months of WWI. One of a stubborn and somewhat obstinate crew, he is the last of the Scottish-Canadian side of the family, clan MacKenzie. Guess I’ll have to carry on the attitude.
Alfred Kedy MacKenzie, 100, of Prescott passed away 10 July 2015. Al was born 27 May 1915 in Melville, Prince Edward Island, Canada. Al attended Mechanic Arts High School in Boston, MA, and graduated from Northeastern University in Boston in 1939 with a degree in chemical engineering. Subsequently, Al was employed as a lab assistant with Weymouth Heights Art & Leather near Boston from 1939-1943; as a company chemist at Bemis Associates of Watertown, MA, from 1943-1945; as a chemical engineer with Dr. Gustavus J. Esselen of Boston, from 1945-1956; and as a chemical engineer with Dennison Manufacturing of Framingham, MA, from 1956-1983. He was issued several US Patents, among them: #3359945; #27260; #3682542; and #3733127.
Al married the former Edith Bates of Boston in 1944. Upon his retirement in 1983, Al and Edith moved to Prescott. Al was a member of Park Street Church in Boston from 1927-1983, where he was active in Christian Endeavor and the Fellowship. Since 1983, he had been a member of Prescott Heights Baptist Church/The Heights Church of Prescott. He was active in the missions programs of both congregations. He also won several prizes as an avid amateur photographer, spending his free time and post-retirement life camping and hiking with Edith in the mountains of New England and the West, with his favorite spots being Mount Katahdin and Acadia National Park, both in Maine.
Al was preceded in death by Edith in February, 2002, and is survived by his sister-in-law and 15 nephews and nieces.
A memorial service will be held in Building H-1 at The Heights Church, 2121 Larry Caldwell Drive in Prescott, at 10:00 a.m. on Saturday, 08 August 2015. In lieu of flowers, memorial contributions may be made to New Tribes Mission, PO Box 8010, Sanford, FL 32772-8010 for the specified ministry of Jonathan and Susan Kopf.
the truck is gone…
Well, parted ways with the old Tacoma today. Got a decent price — 50% of the original cost that I paid in 2002. Twelve years later, no expenditures for major repairs, great mileage (28-30 mpg), no accidents, 80,000 miles, and many fine road trips. An average cost-per-mile of right around $0.25/mile, and cost-per-month around $138/mo. Carbon cost totally and completely neglected along with extended costs of the extractives industries that supported it’s construction.
A bit sad to see it go, but two trucks are certainly not sustainable. The ‘new’ old truck, or ‘old’ new truck, depending on pov is quite the beast, a step up from 4- to 6-cylinders, 2.4 to 3.4 liters, 2- to 4-wheel drive, black to white color, 1995 to 2000. A modest set of potentials in all this power and such. At a cost. Twenty-two mpg on the highway, that will be determined in the next months of travel. It seems I may need a new clutch, but otherwise the engine seems okay. The body also in very good shape. I’ll put on Firestone air lifters asap, as the rear sags like the old one’s did before I happened on a pair of them and installed them one day. Incredible improvement. Add a new shell gasket and install the hardshelf that I made for the old truck’s rear. Made it possible to sleep (two people on occasion!) in the back without unloading absolutely everything and leaving it outside (in the cold/rain/solar radiation/critters, etc.). After that it’ll be ready for some western adventures. And so on.
Late, very Late Capitalism, actually, sheer bondage before total collapse.
It’s a Toyota Tacoma: it keeps on running! If you are worried about cosmetics, well, this one has a few minor scratches and dings and could use a paint job, but if you want a reliable vehicle, the Tacoma is legendary as an economical, hard-working, and long-running vehicle.
Second owner — for the last 12 years/80K miles, 90% highway miles — well taken care of, never abused, all regular maintenance, 3K oil changes; burns no oil between changes; recent front-end alignment and front brake rebuild
Brand new windshield, oil change and full check-up this week
2.4 Liter 4-cylinder engine; 5-speed manual transmission: EXCELLENT GAS MILEAGE!! — documented average over the last 12 years between 28-30 mpg on the highway.
AC is COLD, Heater is HOT!
Tires excellent: General Grabber All Terrains on rear, good spare, and matched front (Big O SXP G/T OWLs)
New shocks all around (Bilsteins in front, Gabriel Pro Guards on rear); Firestone RiteRide adjustable air lifters on rear — they level and improve handling with full loads.
Fiberglass Vista camper shell (drilled for Thule roof rack) — great for camping!
Spray-in Inyati bed liner
Car has been in Arizona/California for its whole life … no rust
Serious buyers only, please! NO TRADES!
do NOT contact me with unsolicited services or offers
Day 62 – Hawk Moon Ridge
Since the last entry was Day 04, what to be said? Life flickers by in this place, that place, and there is no change in the acceleration that drives day-to-night-to-week-to-month-to-year. The sunrise shifts further to the south, nights are slightly cooler, though there is still potential for hot weather for another six weeks at least. Heading south sooner than that, yup. South to another temporary situation. An unusual autumn where school starts up and I am not involved. This time, thankfully, at least not in the CU Art Department. Never felt that way before, but the sting of the two courses in the spring is still with me. Wondering how the elements of a system in decline can so converge such that classroom learning becomes the maintenance of an adversarial position. But also putting it behind me as it was an anomaly in the bigger picture of my own learning facilitation efforts over the years.
Anyway, Collin and Marisa are heading homeward from the Great White North with stories of bears, and fish, and the expansiveness of the natural system that is Alaska, my native state. So the next days will be filled with tidying the domain, re-compacting all my gear so that it fits in the truck for the drive south. No real camping this summer, between Europe and Hawk Moon Ridge, but being here is more like deluxe camping, with hiking and mountain-biking into amazing spaces right out the door. I didn’t get to explore the area as much as I would have liked, but did get some decent new work done and a few good hikes and rides. That’s enough.
Friday, 31 May, 1963
Talked for two hours to Josef F. Schneider AFMDC/MDSCP Holloman AFB, New Mexico, re: the photo installation for the DPC. Apparently they are going ahead with the installation there, as he wants the specifications as soon as he can get them. Suggested that they hire a photo/mechanical consultant to design the pump-piping-water conditioning system if they decide to put in the entire plant, i.e., 2 Hi-Speed machines and one Versamat. The Versamat only doesn’t need a consultant, as EKCo will sell or itemize what is needed for mixing + pumping.
Finally left about 4 PM and drove to the Bradbury State Park in Central Maine – taking the Gray exit. The trailer brakes really work; I wonder how much voltage is on them. Bradbury is in a rural region. We got settled about 9 PM.
Mary Caroline MacKenzie 1916 – 2013
My favorite Aunt, Mary, passes peacefully today in Fort Myers, Florida. At 96-y.o. she had a long and active life. More to come on this. I have her entire photographic archive of which I scanned a few images a couple years ago, and will be getting some of those images up in the next week or so. It’s a sad day. She was everything one could ask for in an Aunt! Funny, lively, actively doing stuff with the nieces & nephews, remembering special occasions, and a good correspondent (with her impeccable English usage, spelling, and grammar as the main church secretary to the pastor of the historic Park Street Church in Boston, Massachusetts, right on the Boston Commons). More remembrances shortly when I’m feeling better.
Mary Caroline Mackenzie, beloved sister, favorite aunt, and devoted friend died peacefully on Monday morning, March 18, 2013, at Shell Point, Ft Myers, FL. She was born December 19, 1916, at home in Melville, PEI, Canada, to John Malcolm and Lillian May (Kedy) Mackenzie.
Before retiring to Shell Point Village in Florida, Mary was the long-time personal secretary to Drs. Harold Ockenga and Paul Toms of Park Street Church in Boston, Massachusetts where she was a member. She was an active adventurer, taking numerous and frequent camping, skiing, bicycling tours around New England, the Maritimes, and abroad. She was generous with her time and attention to her family as well as to her many friends. She spent happy years at the Village with her many close friends, her volunteer work, and her numerous hobbies. Mary shared her faith and love for the Lord with family and friends. She will be deeply missed.
Mary is survived by her brother, Alfred Kedy Mackenzie of Prescott, AZ; her cousin, Isabel (McLeod) Sabapathy of Charlottetown, PEI, Canada; nieces Janet A. Hopkins of Chino Valley, AZ and Nancy Jane Haan of Livermore, CA; nephews John C. Hopkins of Boulder, CO and Douglas C. Hopkins of Kingston, NY; great-nieces Lawren Richards of Eagle Bay, BC, Canada, Casey Mackenzie Johnson of Livermore, CA, and Dana C. Johnson of Livermore, CA; great-nephews Loki A. Hopkins of Livermore, CA and Jason B. Babcock of Phoenix, AZ; and six great-great nieces and two great-great nephews.
A Celebration of Life service will be held at 10:15AM, April 6, 2013, at the Shell Point Village Church, 15100 Shell Point Blvd. Fort Myers, FL. She will be buried next to her parents at the Puritan Lawn Cemetery, Lynnfield, MA.
The family suggests memorials be sent to Park Street Church, 1 Park St, Boston, MA 02108.
cold camping shower
more cutting room floor
I’ll help you meet the unknown. I rather enjoy the unknown. At least some of it. Not all of it. Maybe later I’ll tell you about what specific unknowns I cannot deal with. Every life-form has a threshold limit for dealing with the unknown. It is much easier to meet the unknown in the company of someone who finds a particular unknown not to be unknown. Overlapping knowledge-sets are very helpful in dealing with the unknown. It’s about standing back-to-back or side-by-side sometimes. No one knows everything about everything, everyone knows something about something. And anyone who professes to know more than half about everything will not make a good traveling companion. Likewise, someone who claims they know nothing will likely end up being tedious and disagreeable in the ensuing intimate run of a road-trip. Those who presume knowledge to be a fluid condition, changeable, and in need of constant refinement are the best traveling companions.
The capacity to tolerate indeterminate or unknown situations largely rests on prior experience. But somewhere, deep within the reptilian brain is a realization that to gain the requisite rewards that life offers (are they any more than simply the continuance of life?), one has to move outwards, somehow, outwards, through, across, into the world. Riding differential gradients from less to more or more to less, you never know. This movement presumes exposure to changing fields of external flows. It means sampling those flows, carefully or with great abandon. more “more cutting room floor”
Wednesday, 16 August, 1961
Wind & Rain
The sand at Northumberland Camp was too much for us, so we moved to Brudenell River Provincial Park in the afternoon, doing some sight-seeing on the way. LCH wanted to see her childhood home, so we drove by it on the way to Brudenell.
I picked up a fishing license at Montague from the RCMP, who was quite cooperative in suggesting fishing and camping places.
Thursday, 29 June, 1961
Saw a 30-minute film on External Heart Massage in A-166; it was very good.
Discussed the N-Z display activity at Texas Instruments with 3 of their people; it was thot-provoking.
Borrowed a cy of NRL Report 4110 by Jim Eaton on the Luneburg Lens from John Rheinstein as a result of reading his trip report to Emerson & Cumming re: this lens. Rheinstein is a physicist.
Cont’d to review N-Z documents.
Sent note to HJM re: Richard Norris.
Hot – Humid
Saw the film “External Heart Massage” in A-166; it was excellent.
Took NJH to Mary’s so she could go on a weekend camping trip to Maine.
DCH slept out with Jimmy Hosea & David R.
Friday, 31 March, 1961
Col. Bavaro in to say that the question “Why do you want a high-level management office for CCIS?” was asked by the Army DCS/Ops at yesterday’s CCIS Orientation Mtg. at CONARC. He early today recd a msg. from Darnell at CONARC asking for a one page answer to this question, as JFN did not speak up yesterday. (The LL report on Simplex contains such a recommendation.) I gave Col. B. my last copy of my 22L-0083 “Suggested Text for Recommendation “E” of the Phase I Report;” this 22L contains a comment on why a high-level management office is necessary since mechanization of the flow and processing of CCIS data cuts across all functional areas, authority is needed to provide access to this information and to do it.
Went home early again. LCH better. She canceled the appointment with Dr. Woodward, as the codeine made her sleepy.
Went to BS Committee Mtg. at the Fire House. Five Committees were set up: Comm, Board of Review, Transportation, Camping & Hiking, and Planning. Those in attendance were Mayson, Cornwall, CH, Klauer, Davis, Doe, Hale, Coffey, Miller.
Migrating: Art: Academies: done
After eight weeks of intensive effort, sometimes re-writing almost from scratch a wide range of (English-second-language) articles, essays, and academic papers, the second and final book from the MigAA project is done and at the printers. Bravo to the Alfa60 designers, Joseph and Lina in Vilnius — perhaps this book will win awards like the last one did! And big kudos to El Jefe, miga, without whom, none of this would have come to pass, none of it!
This is the jacket blurb I wrote in ten minutes — the day Lina was sending the book to the printers! more “Migrating: Art: Academies: done”
bed, Tehachapi
camping
Morning starts when the hydrocarbon warriors fire up their mounts! Otherwise, for the rest of us, it is a slow and sunny day, and for me, a day of portraits. A longish bush-whack hike with mostly the ladies and gals in the late morning. I end up following my nose at the same time as leading a group with Natalie and a few others youngsters back to camp. When dead-reckoning brings us out of the woods about 50 meters from camp, they are surprised as, in the mean time, not following any trail, they have been a bit unsure about where they were and where I suggest we head. It’s high altitude, too. The maximum we hit was over 3200 meters — I can feel it in my lungs going up a steep incline across from Limestone Ridge to the south.
Pack up and head out in mid-afternoon. Head east towards the Puma Hills and Pikes Peak, tracking a road I’ve actually never driven in Colorado, CR 24 through Hartsel and over Wilkerson Pass, on to Florissant where I turn south to get to Karen and Ron’s place.
Sand Canyon transect
Try a couple more timelapse shots, but they are unsatisfactory with all the technical drawbacks. Stability, resolution, quality, etc. Nothing to be done about it without a $10K investment, or more.
Instead, after the driving rain all night, start a fire in the morning, in the rain, but gradually it tapers off, though still very cloudy. The guy who came in late yesterday in a Ford Explorer with a Rocket Box on top left at some point in the morning. Gah. No place to go! He’ll surely end up in a ditch somewhere.
more “Sand Canyon transect”
end of the road
Start to try making time-lapse sequences from the immediate surroundings. Lousy and/or old equipment, a quasi-functioning power system, and the results show it. Add a portable generator, a better tripod, longer cabling, a 3-CCD camera with chip memory (ah to be free of tape!), and a laptop with a battery that lasts longer than the start-up sequence. I’m ready to cash in some of my retirement piddle to cover it. Maybe $10K I could get away with all of it, including a decent audio recorder? That, along with a better 4WD truck and I’d be part of the pseudo-elite for once. hah. So, anyway, now, marooned in Echo Park by the intense weather, (I was warned, fair enough, but I told the ranger that I wasn’t planning to come out until Friday next at least, anyway, so things should dry up by then, and that I had enough supplies for at least two weeks if not more). Stormy already today, late morning, humidity pulled the clouds up, and while attempting some decent time-lapses, it gets worse. What else is new? Maybe I end up sitting in the car just writing. There are rain filaments across to the north.
Cutting tamarisk growth behind camping site (#7) to feed the fire. Keeps mind busy, with flinging sharp blade biting into hard wood. No help around in case of an accident. This sharpens the wits. more “end of the road”
Mitten Park
Two days here in Echo Park already. Three nights, one night alone, Friday and Saturday there were a couple of people in, then tonight, Sunday, no one around at all. A bit creepy, especially with the mountain lion kill I just discovered over in the middle of the walk-in camping site. Saw that on the way back from Mitten Park this afternoon. Been thinking of the cougars the whole time I’ve been here. Seeing evidences of kills scattered widely across the entire space. Wondering what the total range is for a single cat? I just don’t want to meet one. Having fantasy imaginations, and on the way back from Mitten Park had composed an Ode to the Puma, not able to memorize it sufficiently to record it, but recite it loudly on the way back.
The trail is choked with small purple flowers where it starts from Echo Park. Then there are the vague petroglyphs, then one set of rafters float by, small against Steamboat Rock. Looking at things great and small, it’s all relative to the eye, and the unfolding context.
Eight years ago, I leave a stone from Iceland in a cavity of the standing carcass of a burned piñon, the stone is now gone. Where?
CLUI: Day Twenty-Two — battalion-strength
Today, a group of large Winnebago’s towing large trailers descend around the Enola Gay hangar, spread their leveling legs, expand their living-room sides, deploy external camping chairs, and unfurl their shade awnings. In the large trailers are a range of amateur racing vehicles. Mostly stock cars with over-amped engines. A huge course is set up on the near taxi-way.
Meanwhile, at South Base, a contingent of active Army troops is engaged in a live-fire exercise, complete with fire-finding radar systems and a half-dozen porta-potties, everything obscured in form through the ripple of heat-waves coming from runway one and two and the old taxiways between here and there. In early evening, a contingent of UH-60 Blackhawks come in to land along with a handful MH-6 Little Bird Special Ops ‘choppers.
When a highly-ordered techno-social system meets a disordered system, what are the results? Is it similar to an osmotic membrane with more and less salty water on either side, the fresher water is drawn through the membrane to dilute the salty water? Is the energy-based order diluted and lessened through the contact? A combat situation is, itself, a hybrid sequence of events transitioning between order and disorder at many scales over time– with the different actors intent on maintaining an in-flow of energy in order to maintain their order. It is the ordered expression of collective techno-social energies with the goal of decreasing the order of the opponents system — whether at the single body scale, or at the scale of the wider techno-social infrastructure.
In the case of Afghanistan, the points at which the advanced ordered system (US) can apply weapons to increase the disorder of the opposing system (Taliban) are so limited to be almost point-less. The Afghani society has so minimal an ordered social infrastructure to be destroyed and the relation of individuals to the destruction of their own body-systems (in the case of the martyr), makes the conflict literally sense-less and not win-able in any classic way — where winning is the imposition of a critical level of disorder on the capabilities of the opposition to express concentrated energies that will disrupt the order of ones own system.
wind devils
next movements. north east from here to there. google tells me that going down to I-17 is slightly shorter than going via 89 north to Flagstaff, deciding the final route at the last minute: the most direct to the Great Sand Dunes. distance versus time. distance usually means better scenery: time is usually Interstate. a slow start, big breakfast, hard workout at the Y, some food shopping, and finally around noon taking off. heavy, heavy wind from the south west. kicks mileage on the truck up to 33 mpg rocketing across the reservation accompanied by wind devils and a haze of atmospheric debris. vehicle travel driven by hydrocarbons. stop to make images that conform to the materializing hydrocarbon system series and the domination of landscape series. make Cortez at sunset. and rocket through the San Juans in the dark, pacing a couple empty semi-trucks (they had to be empty to keep up the speeds and momentum they managed up Wolf Creek Pass). short stop in the dark at the Center of the Universe. that has never happened before in the near-30-years of visits. on the west and south side, for the first time ever, there are the crude marks of adolescent love, hardly to be classified as graffiti. too tired after the 12-hour drive to really contemplate it, head onwards to the Great Sand Dunes. the campground is about half full, crowded, I feel spoiled after a number of the previous visits way off-season I’ve been camping there solo.
Navaho voices
up at 0600, toss the last items in the truck, 0640 departure. head north-by-northeast. one of the five or six route options for traveling between Prescott and Boulder. gas relatively cheap. clear, dry roads. modest traffic. migraine ensues. why? still no answers. face frozen by the icy landscape shape-shifting outside glass cocoon. travel-day migraine.
Navajo voices in my head.
a roadblock for a funeral cortege winding in to a ragged and desolate cemetery near Naschitti. a couple Navajo guys hit me up for change at the gas station in Farmington. tens of F350 Ford pickups streaming back in towards Farmington from the gas fields that have raped the region in the last six years since the Bush regime opened up the area to uncontrolled drilling. more “Navaho voices”
The Wild Surmise
Sue Thomas poses some interesting questions in her search for possible synergies between the cyber and the natural. it’s an open project — add you own answers on her site!
Please describe where you lived and your strongest memories of nature during the years of your growing up. I’m interested in both positive and negative recollections of anything from the smallest plot to the largest wilderness, including animals and plants.
sotto voce: I am a native of Alaska, born there as a Cold War military child. My father, a senior Pentagon analyst, sport-hunted grizzly and polar bears among other magnificent animals. We moved to Boston, then Southern California, then Washington DC, living in suburban or rural fringes of cities. A primal memory was of viewing a total solar eclipse from a beach in Acadia National Park in the northeast state of Maine, USA, at five years old. Watching the sun be consumed, until there was only a shimmering ring of fire surrounding a black hole in the sky. My father was an amateur astronomer, and I accompanied him on a further four total eclipse expeditions. Along with these specific memories, there are general memories of sleeping in the woods, of eating around a fire, of washing in streams, mosquitoes, and dark star-brilliant skies. more “The Wild Surmise”
making tea
Lewis Lake
Yellowstone. For the second day. Struggling with the teenager and such. Which distracts from and distorts the energy of place. Interaction of place and person. The series of images continues domination of landscape which traces the very tangible interactions between human and land. In this case, 21st-century Amurika and the accumulated legacy of a pioneering land which is filling up. To be sure, there is the tribal essence of camping in a tent where nearby there is a very large and possibly very aggressive bull buffalo chewing its cud. And the thermal activities which do remind of the possibility that the planet could simply throw off the species which has raped it in extremis and spend another few million years developing another species for potential evolution. But here we are now, the heart of the Western Frontier Spirit. Old Faithful. The semi-circle boardwalk with bench seats made from plastic 2×4 boards, those extruded from recycled polystyrene bottles courtesy of some corporation, surrounding the low and very trampled-looking tufa deposits. Where the faithful, in their hundreds and perhaps thousands come on a semi-hourly basis to watch an endlessly variable repetitive event, marking a psychic continuation from those pioneering days to the present where the frontier is an unknown and fearsome — with Them bent on prising from Us everything that we’ve built up and enjoyed on the backs of Them over the last 100-some years.
That evolutionary struggle along with another one — the elegant mosquito which will still be around after this country is down-graded to a mere tropical storm from Cat-5 Imperial hurricane of the post-war era. Though moot the question: exactly which war am I referring to? And is a typhoon from the far east next?
OHV
Ready to vacate the camp ground: the omens and portents are not good.
Bbbbbrrrrrrrraaaaaaapapapapapapapapa, brapppapapapapapaaaaaaa.
Nothing like the amplified throb of hydrocarbon explosion to go to sleep by and to wake up by. Camping in a BLM (Bureau of Land Management) OHV (Off-Highway Vehicle) area. The premise is simple, the social system has generated devices, machines, both two-wheeled and four that allow a single driver to mount somewhat like a horse, and to ride at speed on rugged and steep terrain. For entertainment. (Note: three-wheeled machines were banned from production 25 years ago because of the vast toll of injuries and deaths which ensued as a fault of the basic design). The word entertainment is key. It is absolutely true, straddling one of these machines, with hydro-carbon explosions vibrating the body, landscape rushing by a high speed. The body transforms itself into the body of a god (or goddess). Speed and flight, and the power to conquer the land makes one a lesser though very carnal deity. It’s great fun. The wider world is narrowed down to a small slice of the road ahead and some limited peripheral vision that is otherwise masked with the (state-mandated) helmet. The system narrows to the challenge of moving forward along a pathway (state-defined, in this case, with designations for beginner, intermediate, and expert, like a ski area), maintaining forward motion and lateral balance while negotiating the shifts in speed and orientation. Essentially an immersive video-game experience. Back to the virtual. Hearing is both muted in the helmet, but also assaulted by the viciously loud hydrocarbon explosions happening with minimal attenuation between the legs, touch is overwhelmed by the vibrations of hands, holding onto the handlebars (feeling reduced by gloves) and actions reduced to wrist rotations for accelerating, and gripping for braking. Sight, limited by the helmet. Smell coming through a nose filter, and otherwise, smell and taste dominated by the grit of dust that chokes everything. This is circumscribed by my definition of virtual as that which entails an attenuation of sensual input to the body-system.
It’s a holiday weekend, one for remembering the dead, fallen heroes, and the reasons that nation-states exist. The right to bear arms under any circumstances.
A radio blasts into the night as soon as the working folks arrive late on the Friday evening for the three-day weekend. Motors are tuned, beer is drunk, laughter and shouting echoes around the local space. The local space is a mis-en-scene, a tableau. The trees are decorations to be cut for fire, nails inserted into and chopped with hatchets because they are there, extruding from what is taken simply for painted or projected backdrops.
The camp ground is, as darkness falls, a backdrop for yet another kind of entertainment to take place. The BLM has posted a regulations sign-board, but it is the victim of target shooting with large-gauge shot-guns. Most of the regulations are unreadable, peppered with holes leaving letters, words, whole sentences unreadable. No shooting so far this weekend yet, but it’s sure to happen. Our campsite has a mound of big red 12-gauge shotguns shells, spent, under one tree, and several hands full of high-power rifle shells of a variety of calibers scattered around. And every once in a while one sees side-arm shells. Spent ammunition. Broken glass, beer bottle tops. Past remembrance-of-the-dead weekends. Celebrated by shooting into the air, shooting the trees, shooting anything that looks non-human. Most of the time.
The ambient audio mix also contains material from the City of Ten Thousand Buddhas compound.
bbbbbrrrrrrrraaaaaaapapapapapapapapa, brapppapapapapapaaaaaaa.
Inuit dreams
Joe Nasogaluak of Tuktoyaktuk created this amazing piece (2 meters wide!) carved from a Bowhead whale skull in 1992. it’s a work about Sedna, an Inuit sea goddess who rules over the Adlivun, the Inuit underworld. I note that Joe and I are the same age. And I did once get to Tuktoyaktuk for that total solar eclipse back in 1972.
on the road. by the time I post this I’ll be in London, safely ensconced at Joanna’s place. only the mediation of hours in hard-shaped public spaces lies ahead. and indeed, the system seems ever so fragile. needing constant invigoration, construction, maintenance. the 767 scheduled to take me from Vancouver to London breaks down. forcing an ancient 747 recently arrived from Toronto to be pressed into service for the long haul. somehow the seat I had selected online got translated from a aisle one to a window. despite there being some 1/3-full three-across rows, I just stayed where I was. too tired to change after the 4-hour mind-numbing delay. (the sound of) public null-spaces. grind the senses to a fine dust, leave them, particulate, ready to be disbursed by a Light breeze.
Canada. last time I was in Canada was for ISEA 1996 in Mon’real where I shared a room with Leslee and a couple other folks, or vaguely recall something like that. at least it was the same hotel. ever since going to the Calgary Stampede back in 1974 on the way to Alaska along the Al-Can Highway, and some summer camping trips with Aunt Mary to the Maritimes and PEI, Canada has always had special status in my psyche. despite the funny way of talking! a niece who is homesteading there in BC now, too. O Canada! eh?
Packing list: world tour period
To do in Prescott:
move furniture to Al’s; re-pack stuff at Al’s; pack a summer box (in car); pack camping gear (in car); pack bike (in car); pack electronics for road-trips; maps of the West(!); write lecture notes & pick URL’s;
To do before:
buy: camera case
PACKING LIST:
CLOTHES:
black leather jacket
2x long underwear
fleece pullover
half-gloves
full leather gloves
hat
Mines baseball cap (lost in Australia)
Uni-Bremen baseball cap
1x black jeans
2x jeans
7x sox
8x underwear
5x tee-shirts
5x long-sleeved shirts
work-out shorts, underwear
black $$ belt, earrings, power ring?
Shoes: boots, running shoes, birkenstocks or sandles (or Merrells)
swim suit, goggles
Braun toothbrush, 2x new brushes, toothpaste, deoderant, nail stuff (clippers, scissors, files), floss, hairbrush, skin cream, shampoo, conditioner, razors, shaving cream, 3x earplugs, 1x water bottle,
WORKSHOPS: California: Lectures; Pixelache: Lecture/Panel/Workshop ; UNSW: Workshop; Bremen: Workshop
EQUIPMENT: US telephone (charger, batteries), Euro handy (charger, batteries), PowerBook, carry case & strap, power supply, (new battery?), crook Light, alt plug, small mouse, earphones 2x, neo6 & neo5 &neo 7 hard drive (with BU’s and material plus), power supply, alt plug, firewire cable, 2x plug adapters – Europe, Australia, etc, iPod, Nikon? Sony DV? — miniDV tapes 5x; microphone; batteries; remote; tripod; cabling: s-video, dv-vga adapter, mini-plug-to-RCA adaptersx2, CD case — OSX reinstall; 5x DVD’s; 3x CD’s; compressed backup of critical info w/ programs & serial #’s; performance vids & audio; copies of PAL DVD’s
PAPERWORK: Nordea credit card, Euros, Passport, reading mtl?, art membership cards, deposit slips, glasses prescription, extra frames, sunglasses, computer glasses, Visa Debit card,
MISC: Opinel,
GIFTS: Joanna, Frieder, Christian, Juha, Brad
TO PACK FOR NANCY’S: extra HD, keyboard,
CAMPING GEAR: sleeping bags, pillows, pads, liners, cooking boxes, cooler, car electronics, maps (from Cal Auto Club?? & from Al’s)
long high day
floating through a high country day. mountain bike ride after breakfast. up to the trail head into the West Elk Wilderness. back out, Sage keeping pace even on the downhills. pack up and make the circle around the north rim of the Black Canyon, and down through Delta. saw a gal parked having a picnic. single bike on the rear rack, like me. wondered about how one crosses paths. make a stop at the Ute Indian Museum.
it’s far from present Ute lands, and most of Colorado was once populated by one or another bands of Utes who are now reduced to three small reservations in Colorado and Utah. another dreadful history of crimes against humanity. are we really better than that now?
seek wisdom, not knowledge. knowledge is of the past, wisdom is of the future.
to go on a vision quest is to go into the presence of the Great Mystery.
the soul will have no rainbow if the eye has no tear.
another stop at the Gunnison National Forest main office to check out any information they might have, as well as inquiring about jobs. looks like everything is through the JobsUSA website. one path to travel. have to look into that again when online next. Ridgeway seems interesting again, with some commercial buildings for sale. question is, what to do in these small towns to survive? could computer consulting work? construction is no longer an option with the L5 disk acting up, could be major trouble in the near future. website construction? teaching high school? vocational tech? uff. re-forming trajectories seems at the same time daunting and full of possibility. how can it be problematic when so many others are employed? and so many have managed to gather so much capital in this country. but the path between scraping poor-ness and abundant wealth seems so … arbitrary. there is no clear specifications except for self-confidence.
end the day almost at tree line, up Bailey Creek, off Lizard Head Pass in the San Juan National Forest. the luxury of dispersed camping (finding places up 4×4 roads that are not developed, but make excellent camp sites) is appreciated. no cost, only fuel to get there, and that expense suggested that instead of an immediate return to Prescott, that I take several days and enjoy being back in Colorado and check out several new places. in Curecanti Creek, I saw only one car in two days, and up this rugged route, doubt I’ll see anyone until I head out and down and south west tomorrow. feeling a little guilty being out of phone range, but have no messages except one from Gary, so, figure all is well in the greater telecom world. make a short video of sunset on a nearby peak. and in the process of reviewing the tape after finishing it, I discover that all the footage that I shot of Kevin’s memorial in NYC in March had that effing bad audio. really disgusting — Bill, Stefan, Martha, Rosemary, and others talking about their memories of Kevin. the glitch seems due to bad mike contacts, or a dirty record head. it pops up randomly, and has affected some other critical footage previously. and the pondering on the idea of getting a 3-ccd hd prosumer cam comes back up and/or a Nikon prosumer digital still camera. what else to do with capital? shopping is a dumb way to make a cash flow (negatively). better to keep the investments growing and multiplying. and purchase only items that can definitely be positive cash generators.
whatever the end result, work is the next necessary step to confront. that and the June 18th Month of Sundays performance. finishing up with the house, packing things in a way that maintains some viability to several pathways of action. but meanwhile, watch the sky and the land.
boot burning
close to the end of the month. another one come by the time anything is uploaded. what would it require to upload from here? military support would allow it, or a significant chunk of cash. $20K? subscription to a satellite data connection in addition to the base unit. satellite might be limited by available sky in this narrow canyon. and data speeds are probably still at modem pace without elite service levels.
observing the sky, rocks, soil, flowers, other plants, beaver ponds, creek, what else. clean up the camping space. people sometimes seem so piggish. Winchester 30-30 shells, new silver brass, litter one spot. hard to imagine folks just reeling off rounds at such a rate there, what are they shooting at? I pretend I am a child, and play in the creek, re-routing a branch of it to pass directly below the campsite. drain another area which is swampy, and remove several contiguous rock fire-rings. make a nice fire — using some of the large logs that are left from the previous campers. in the tradition that Loki and I started in Crestone one year — a single large log makes a swell fire which will keep legs warm through a long and late evening.
and, in a special action, spent boots and half-gloves are sacrificed to the air via fire. last time was in Tornio, Finland, when boots were set adrift in the spring melt-water swollen Tornionjoki back in 2000 or so. time to retire this pair, though they were slightly usable, soles were worn through on the right side and the standard tear along the left inside of the right ball was in full display, and good for mountain-biking in that the smooth soles slipped in and out of the toe-clips compared to my remaining foot-coverings. the boots were bought in Flagstaff back in 1993(?) on a return drive from Colorado around the holidays, and when Loki was a tiny tyke. those boots were made for walking, as they say, keeping my feet happy on the way around the world.
fry-day the 13th
it isn’t until late in the evening that Christian notes that it is indeed Friday the Thirteenth. but a day of rough-track riding, and hiking up Sycamore Canyon a bit, followed by finding an auspicious camping site under a very full moon keeps the evil eye away. breakfast is scrambled omelet with kalamata olives and cheddar.
new place(ment)
deep on the North Rim of the Grand Canyon. we arrive in a heavy rain storm. arrive where? arrive at a destination, a short rough drive off the main dirt road, up a small canyon breaking off the Kaibab Plateau. deep on the North Rim of the Grand Canyon. we decide to head for the top of the cliff that hangs right over our camping site. (more images)
baggage
traveling Lighter than usual. Eagle Creek suitcase: 2x jeans (blue & tan), 7x socks, 7x underwear, swimsuit, swim goggles, knit hat, 4 teeshirts, 3 dress shirts, 3 pullover shirts, scarf, leather gloves, heavy wool gloves, biking half-gloves, umbrella, Birkenstocks, cables (firewire-dv, rca, 2 rca-to-minijack adapters, s-video, composite video, ethernet), three miniDV cam batteries and power adapter, usb mouse, digital cam battery charger & usb adapter, 160 gig ext hard drive, power adapter, cd/dvd case w/ OSX disks and 8 blank dvds, spare 250 mb zip disk, shaving cream, razor, 3x blades, tiger balm, skin cream, shampoo, conditioner, deodorant, electric toothbrush and charger, toothpaste, dental floss, brush, hair ties, 4x earplugs, extra glasses frame, 3 cans of almonds, bag of almonds, bag of pistachios, bag of walnuts, bag of cashews, 4 Luna bars, uh, what else? oh, an incredibly compact self-inflating sleeping pad — normally my camping pad, but with my back problems, it is a good solution to soften some beds enough to ensure a decent night’s sleep.
daypack: digital still cam, iPod, adapter, 2x earphones, miniDV cam, boom mike, remote control, spare DV tape, PowerBook & case, power adapter, dv-to-vga adapter, passport, ticket printout, several select rail schedule printouts, 2x Science magazines, Finnish bank deposit forms, glasses prescription, Visa card, Visa Gold card, SIM art union card, Icelandic residency card, bound notebook, eyeshades, 1-liter water bottle, toothbrush, ear-plugs, toothpicks, fine ball-point, cd marker, Euros, Dollars, some GB pounds and Danish Kroner…
wearing: bikers jacket, black boots, black jeans, red pullover, fleece pullover, heavy socks, tee-shirt, money belt, leather cap, earplugs, sunglasses, ear-plugs in pocket, but otherwise nothing else that will set off the metal detectors…
Cadiz crossing
regarding the DVD that I pseudo-released a year ago. feeling for an “explanation” of why it is impossible to make a release of a work that is based in an art form that is performed live, juxtaposed with the wide issue of re-production and re-creation.
A performance of a composition that is indeterminate of its performance is necessarily unique. It cannot be repeated. When performed for a second time, the outcome is other than it was … A recording of such a work has no more value than a postcard; it provides a knowledge of something that happened, whereas the action was a non-knowledge of something that has not yet happened. — John Cage
few stars last night. high clouds move in right after the 1700 sunset. by 1900 there is a massive halo around the moon. there is a mouse in the back of the truck, with me. after several wakeful moments waiting to determine the situation, then, seeing the dang critter in profile against the window, I end up getting out of bed and ripping everything out of the back, piece-by-piece until I find a little brown desert mouse and shoo him out. finally fall asleep.
shifted locations, heading north towards Kelso, after a long detour to check out the fossil beds near at the south end of the Marble Mountains. after some poking around, and dredging up very fragmentary memory of place, engaging a coyote in a call-and-response dance around the steep and rugged terrain, I finally focus in on a rich location for the trilobites, or at least, the right place. finding a complete trilobite is something of luck and persistence. in the end I come up with a few fragments that are interesting, one with a head about 5 cm across, but very fragmentary (inarticulate, that is). all the while the Atchison, Topeka, and Santa Fe rail line just to the south stays busy as long trainloads of stuff go by every 15 minutes or so. I make a recording at the Cadiz crossing, but find that my microphone is screwed up, between that and the heavy wind blowing. decided not to tour around too much, so, just headed into the Granite Mountains, stopping in a jumble of granitic intrusives something like Joshua Tree. the wind continues, but the altitude here is about 1000 meters higher. it’s COLD. missing a warm hat. the camping spot has sizable cholla cactus, juniper, and mesquite between the huge boulders. but it is north of the mountains, so the sun goes away at 1530. I cook half-a-dozen eggs, eat them for lunch-dinner, make some tea to warm up, but end up sitting in the cab of the truck to keep warm. hoping that the wind breaks enough to start a fire. if not, it’ll be an early night to huddle in the back.
no break. gusting, chilling. bright moon, few stars shining over orderly and neat blobs of buff phenocryst-laden slow-cooled granite. almost stumbled into the cholla tree that I parked too close to. gotta file the location at a high-level memory for night-retrieval in the case of a bathroom run. it would be a sad time to run into one of those in the dark, or anytime. so, no quiet sky-gazing, or fire-sitting. the box of firewood that I have been toting since the Dolores River trip with Loki, Lexie, and Janet will go back in the truck in the morning. and it’ll be up and away to Livermore as soon as I get up and start moving.
trilobites
oh, dang, sleeping in the back of the pickup. plenty of room, but my back just can’t handle it anymore. tossing and turning, trying to find the combination of padding underneath, from available materials, to compensate for the flatness. always this way on the first night of camping. now breakfast, it’s windy, so, writing here instead of getting out and putzing around. trying to read and determine the location of the geological photos I got online compared to where I am now.
articulate or inarticulate trilobite (genus Olenellus or Dicellomus) hunting. first gotta find the local outcropping of the Chambless limestone, then trace down in the stratigraphic sequence to the bottom of that. or, figure out where the Zabriskie Quartzite is and trace upwards to several tens of feet of thinly inter-bedded quartz sandstone, shale, and limestone stringers. the Latham Shale is not ridge-forming or resistant to erosion, so it is found by default, identifying the two sequences that respectively over- or under-lie it to determine it’s location. a trained geologist can identify the rock types, but that information is no longer resident in my head in large or intact quantities, so, it’ll be haphazard. I have a few possible locations in mind, looking at the mountain directly above the wash, along with an old mine site which I want to check out.
inexperience and lack of sleep makes the surface seem rougher than it is. standing upright is an acquired skill, hiking is an acquired skill, and bush-whacking, the art of hiking off-trail, is no trivial extension of both those. here in the desert it is made somewhat easier by lack of vegetation and a clear view of possible objectives, but that fact does not make the scrambling across the surface and the constant calculation and re-calculation of optimal pathway any less processor-intensive. that and the fight to staying upright against the effects of gravity.
but. after a day of making two long hikes, it is possible to stand on an uneven talus slope and make a visual traverse without starting to fall over. the body beginning to adapt to the situation. a heavy climb up the stratigraphic column. no trilobites, but I did locate some nice samples of horizontal burrow structures — most likely the Latham Shale, but otherwise, it was difficult to figure out where in the column I was. the non-conformal contacts between several formations are not smooth, flat-lying, or revealed by the surface topography and have absolutely random strike and dip (zip and stroke we called in CSM daze). so, while making an ascent and some traverses, I was jumping through many different samples. of course, my geologic knowledge of the area is extremely limited, with no petrology lab background or even background reading except for the one field-trip document from Rick Miller at SDSU.
dry to wet
camping again. a quick 20 mile road ride after breakfast. the kids and Janet off fishing in the West Dolores River. Janet, Lexie, Loki and I convoy up from Prescott yesterday, picking up a new doxycycline (tetracycline antibiotic) prescript that Jason phoned in on Sunday. sheesh. he’s having dental work done as well, much more serious than mine, and so far, more expensive. so it goes. but the pain is really strange, coming and going, more depending on my attention than anything. if I focus energy elsewhere, it goes away, but before sleeping last night, there was a wave that washed over the left side of my face, filling all nerve pathways with boiling acid. the nerve structure of the face seems compromised by the combination of the pain impulses and the pain shunting effect of the ibuprophen. like the impulses hit a wall and then ricochet around the ends of the nerves, hurting. pain and hurt. what a concept!
but back in Colorado. high altitude, especially relative to the sea-level cultural perturbations of the last six months. it always tickles to be back in the ponderosa, aspen, and spruce glades here in the Rockies, the San Juans, to be precise, mountain biking, sleeping in a tent, and cooking food in the open air, just a few days or weeks after putzing around Berlin, or some other Euro-capital. so far away. yet both being so comfortable and inspiring.
Arizona is a dusty-dry, parched, de-hydrated, stricken and cooked land. wind-devils swirl in air that is tinged and hazy from down-wind firestorms to the south. the run across the Navajo reservation is blessed with a little rain and extensive cloud cover, and, leaving the dry wild-fire land behind, we make it to Colorado with time enough to set up camp, eat dinner, build a fire, and for the kids to make s’mores, then wearily crawl into bed before the real rain hits. down-slope breeze carries it. a bit unusual for this time of year, long night-showers. usually it’s day-time, afternoon up-slope thunderstorms, but seems to be some kind of cool air coming in strongly from the north.
Cleveland Hopkins 1910 – 2003
Dad passes this evening. after this long struggle, and a long life. code blue, Janet calls, racing into the hospital. Nancy and Mom there, holding his hands. His heart couldn’t bear more time here. I am just home from school, exhausted. Stop what I am doing, and concentrate on a slender thread of consciousness. Light some incense. Crumble some sage harvested for just this purpose from the depths of Sand Canyon off the Yampa, press it deep into the palms, smelling the released sweetness. Burn some, the smoke mixing with the incense. An intuitive impulse says “write the time now.” on a 3×5 card, I write the time, 6:52. A call comes ten minutes later, he has passed. As birth is the surfacing, death is the submerging of soul back into its own, its transitory place. time shivers, small waves move outward, and the bardo of passing opens. Unmeasured intuition and connection. Still small voices, suspension of the material presence.
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fault
A long walk along the canyon wall to some kind of fault, at the west end of Steamship Rock, named by somebody who had been to a city on the water at some time in life. The slight dip of the strata at one of the end of the rock shifting to vertical dip at the other end. Like the prow of a ship. Rising above, the Solarium Deck, the Captain’s Quarters, the row upon row of lower decks, a good half-mile long. The area of vertical layers holds my eye, a huge fault, or maybe a sharp monocline, something. Have to look it up when home.
On the dash of the car, the bones from one or several Prairie Dogs that Loki found when Ethan and he were exploring the dog village in northwest Boulder. After breakfast with Marty and her friends there in Boulder.
Camping. Under the sheer sandstone wall, the night full of wakings for a variety of reasons. Loki with nightmares about flies, ants in his bed, and the pure vibrations of stars through the pick-up cap windows. Milky Way demarcates a black sky.
the place
back in this place again, camping up against the wall that looms over the campground. maybe sleeping out tonight. remembered yesterday that I had sent one of the tent poles to North Face to be replaced before we went to Florida. it had not returned yet, and they didn’t have a record of its arrival. tent is useless without it. a short walk along the wall, seeing the marks of complexity, flows, reconfigurations, conformations, transformations. rock to sand to rock to sand to rock. illustrated, no, manifest. fundamental richness of source to press inwards on eyeballs until seen. I have no words for this place, or for life anymore. so, commentary, that gradual or catastrophic removal from presence, is in contradiction to lived experience. the experience of birds singing no longer calls up the multi-fold apprehension of that momentary, transitory now-ness that can no more be duplicated in the flux of life.
blood of christ

sotto voce: The years drift by, suspended, swirling. Here in Crestone, standing, walking, sitting on the roots of the Blood of Christ mountains. An old Volkswagen goes by. Camping and wondering about everything. Watching self (over-consciousness. Trying to feel the place.) Leaving Colorado soon. Too soon. Sometimes a thought how to damn my connection to the Place. That I could move, complete, away, fully en-souled, but that does not happen.
migraine
Waking up in an expensive cheap motel in Gallup. A hole of a town. Along “Historic Route 66,” a place in a long slide since Interstate 40 sliced across New Mexico, Arizona, and California and made that quaint legend a fact: a dead remnant of another level of pop culture and consumer opulence. Gallup is dying slowly.
The drive the day before becomes a gritty and wearing task—made so by one of those damn migraines that I seem to get as often as I travel. What is this about? No answers there, been trying to decode the messages of body on that, but to no rising clarity. Stress? Improper hydration? Too much sugar in the system? Full-body tension? Lack of solid sleep the night before? A friggin’ mystery still. Passing through the landscape of my country. Seeing places that would be soul-stirring, soul-food. Loki not into the isolation. An age thing. Feeling that the time for withdrawing from the things of the world. Where Loki desires friends to play with, and an urban context in which to live. Though he enjoys camping and the outdoors.
Impossible to measure anything. As again I am NOT writing about most of the events in life. Family, relationships, work, blah blah blah, internal feelings, and struggles. Blogging nine years on into the ether.
self-portrait: unspoken im-press-ions
so much stimulation. skunks, 8-point bucks, fish, minnows, crayfish, bats, Mormon Locusts, lizards, snakes, sage grouse, sagebrush, the Yampa, the Green, Steamship Rock, the sandstone, the sky, storms, swimming in place in the river, hiking Sand Canyon, waiting for rain. two days in Echo Park is a lifetime of regeneration. will definitely bring Loki here. 14 years ago I was here last. it has changed. the broad park with 20 or so huge cottonwood trees is half gone, consumed by the river, the trees lying like skeletons of monstrous beasts in the low water. that whole area is now closed for camping, and a ‘regular’ campground established at the point where the road exits the canyon on the way down. nicer that way, gives the wildlife a better chance in that area. strange how much the topography has changed, though, I had not expected it. not to mention the colonization by tamarisk. that has changed the shoreline. watching the stars last night, sleeping in the back of the truck, head on the tailgate, waking at regular intervals, seeing the sheer wall above and behind me, changing color, shade, as morning approached. and the rotation of stars silhouetted by the massive cliffs in every direction. no bugs to speak of, but tonight there seems to be many. more “self-portrait: unspoken im-press-ions”
Edith Bates MacKenzie 1924 – 2002
Aunt Edie passes away this morning at 10:05. She was suffering a lot in the last months, bed-ridden, since she fell and broke her hip in late last summer. She entered the Kingdom that she so faithfully kept her eyes upon during her life. She was an inspiration to many in my extended family, especially the kids. She took great pains to give each and every one maximum attention while at the same time she whipped up incredible and delicious meals. The contents of her toy closet were known to all of us. She will be laid to rest on Antelope Hill near Prescott Valley. She has passed through the hall of brightness and entered into the realm of Light. Give thanks, Jah, Rastafari. There is a small lake with flowers, water lilies, brilliant white and pink. Clouds drift in reflection in the sky, dissipate slowly, melting into the blue-white. there is no sun, but only Light suffused everywhere, coming from all. She is restored.
Crescent moon, passed by Saturn, leaping ahead, waxing.
Mrs. Edith Bates MacKenzie, 77; of Prescott Heights went to be with the Lord on Thursday, Feb. 21, 2002, from the Prescott Samaritan Village in Prescott.
She is survived by Alfred, her loving husband of 57 years; by her younger sister, Gladys Plotner, of Tucson; 15 nieces and nephews, 16 grandchildren and three great-grandchildren. She will be mourned by many friends and their children, including missionary friends.
Edith was born in Philadelphia on June 7, 1924, to William and Florence Bates. When she was a toddler, her parents took her to the Tanzania region of Africa for a nine-year stint of missionary work. The family returned to Philadelphia in 1936 and moved to Boston in 1940, where she met her husband-to-be. After finishing high school in Boston, she attended Wheaton College in Illinois.
Edith married Alfred MacKenzie on June 22, 1944. The next 39 years were spent in homemaking and numerous missions-oriented activities at downtown Boston’s Park Street Church. At vacation times and many weekends, the targets were the mountains of New Hampshire, Maine and Mount Desert Island with its rocky seacoast. On special occasions, trips were made to the canyons and mountains of the West. Edith has climbed both Longs Peak and Mt. Elbert.
When retirement time came, the family moved to Prescott. Edith and her husband spent time camping, photographing and exploring the geological beauties of the West. In between times they were active members of the Prescott Heights Church.
Graveside services will be held at the Redwood Memorial Gardens on Saturday, March 2, at 2 PM. In lieu of flowers, it is suggested that gifts be made to the Prescott Heights Church Building Fund, 700 Rosser St., Prescott AZ 86301. Memory Chapel assisted the family with the arrangements.
da40
surfacing the fathers-and-kids camping trip. for summer. get the da40 posse happening. post-diaper. assuming things slide along until summer, smoothly. if they don’t. well, then, so it goes.
New Years Day
start the New Year in Hualapai Mountain Park, near Kingman, Arizona. up at high altitude in the Douglas Fir. granite boulders. a campfire of pine cones and needles with a few branches. quiet and cold in the night. no other people camping in the campground. a Black Widow in the heated bathroom. driving on the “historic” Route 66 from Kingman to Seligman. not seeing much, except that the “historic” roadbed is not even being used — too many curves and grades compared to the straightened and leveled new “historic” Route 66. so it goes. into the Grand Canyon Caverns. seeing a mummified bobcat grimacing in pain after falling into the caverns 200 feet beneath the surface. designated fallout shelter stocked with k-rations during the Cuban Missile crisis. a mimeographed sign on a bulletin board in the cafe asks for anyone in the nuclear test areas nearby, or downwind of them who has developed cancers in the last 45 years should contact…
Campbell gives a call from Phoenix. will meet tomorrow in Prescott.
module-tasking
finishing touches to the research plan part of the application to the doctoral program at UIAH (University of Art and Design Helsinki) Media Lab. an applied program which I hope might allow me some breathing space to recenter my activities in education and networking. and do things like coagulate bleeding wounds of sensibility:
Me:
>> I mean, can we really afford to ignore the conceptual/spiritual
>> philosophies underpinning the (monolithic) Chinese culture? As well as
>> MANY other basic cultures (including many local manifestations of
>> Christianity in the past 2000 years)? Typical blind-sided-ness of Western
>> Thought patterns! The dematerialization of life is essential, followed by
>> the transformation to the paradigm that all is energy! I love throwing
>> E=mc2 on the board! Energy is the body/mass convolved by the velocity of
>> Light acting upon itself! Conversly, the Body is Light to itself
>> subdivided by its energy…
Mark:
>> write it up dood! hypertextualize it in bodily chunks of light and then
>> link it to other destinations — the writer as networked energy…
glad that somebody thinks this is important. but this has always been a real problem with my work — that each time I have gotten something into a formal, materialized presence, I see how imperfect it is, and indeed, I have never been satisfied with any form of working this stuff out EXCEPT with a smallish intimate and interactive set of participants. everywhere from the slide-show parties back in the late 70’s and 80’s to the camping trips and dinners. why should an artist’s context be something ELSE if one is really intent on opening a dialogue with the Other. otherwise, the chances of opening any kind of connection through the overtly formalized and sterile ploys of the Art World is close to zero. slept with yer gallerist lately? Sanna calls, mmmmm. and have a rolling talk with Loki while he is multi-tasking between me and Saturday morning Tom and Jerry cartoons in Iceland. “Pabby, he just threw a paper airplane out the window … and look now, he opened the front door and the airplane just flew back in, how did that happen?”
dads & kids camping
around noon Loki and I arrive at Rick and Sally’s place after a morning cleaning the house and straightening things up. father’s and kids weekend camping trip is the activity planned. Chris will come with Sonja, his 18-month daughter, Rick with Holly, 7, and Natalie, 2, and Loki and I. it is a funny reunion for the three of us — we lived together in what seems to be a previous life-time at 148 Washington Street in Golden. The second-to-last house on the way out of town to Boulder, we would say in the way of directions. nothing like that in this moment — the old place is swamped by California-style tract-housing! now here we are, 18 years later. the biggest change being the presence of parent and child units. but the energy of the weekend is compact and intense, like the history of this relationship, or complex of relationships. formative relationships from a time when life was short yet, waxing, and made with the broad statements of being-in-the-moment. making a start on Saturday, shortly after noon, Rick and I and the kids in one car, Chris and Sonya in the other. the first planned meeting at the Safeway in Frisco. we make that meeting with no problems and stock-up on food for the next 24-hours, the thought weighing on us all in one way or another. it takes awhile because the issue of getting a Hibachi to cook the chicken on. that solved, we make the run to Winfield, Colorado. about one-hundred miles from Denver. in the middle of the Collegiate Peaks region. we find a camp-spot that I had used several times in ancient history. the kids pile out while dads erected tents, cooked dinners, tried to keep everybody happy and safe, and attempted to relax in the splendid location.
kivas
early in the blazing day, a walk around some of the constructions of Chaco — the Grand Kiva is marvelous. then launching north over Wolf Creek Pass, across the San Luis Valley.
arrival at a camping site a Sand Dunes is preceded by an early evening visit to the Center of the Universe. what are words?
Baldwin
After a splendid weekend at Chris’ family’s cabin on Ohio Creek near Gunnison with Scharmin and Chris, Sonya, Stefan and Claudia (German friends of Chris’), Dave (Rick’s brother whom I hadn’t seen in ages), and Judy (Sally’s sister). The aspen leaves were in full regalia on Saturday. The air was moist, sharply brilliant, some clouds. Sunday, Judy and I sit for hours and talk, while the others go on a long hike. The sun is strong for my Scandinavia-adjusted skin. I am astounded that how, after knowing Chris for 20 years, that I have never been to this fantastic cabin ever before. Not that he’s been hiding it from me in particular, it is a family treasure, but that in all our camping road trips around the state we never happened to be in the area. Saturday was consumed by a drive and a hike through the aspens followed by margaritas on the front lawn followed by dinner, followed by a long evening that plunged into an early morning of star-gazing, stories, and which ended with the neck stretched backward, the eyes on the brilliantly dark heavens, babbling the incoherent lines:
Late evening, I try to clean up some of this site. Brad arrived earlier this evening, Linda picked him up at the bus stop from the airport. We go out to a local Mexican restaurant which is totally empty. The John Wayne picture over the bar next to that Mexican singer. Can’t remember his name. I have chili rellenos which aren’t near as good as the ones I had in Worchester, Massachusetts 18 months ago when staying at College of the Holy Cross as a visiting artist.
May Day
Well, I suppose all good communists were out in force today, what few there are left in the world. Very cold here, the north wind blowing razors all the day. MB was home as May Day is a holiday across Scandinavia, this haven of mild and modest socialism. I spent the morning cooking a batch of chili down, in preparation for our road trip that begins tomorrow. Fortunately for my soft disposition these days, we won’t be camping, rather we will staying with friends and friends-of-friends on our way south via the east fjords route. We choose this longer route to Reykjavík (500 km longer) so that we can view the rather unique and transitory results of the sub-glacial volcanic eruption and subsequent violent and massive flooding that occurred late last fall. It is possible to get right into the flooding area — a sand plain covered with giant blocks of glacial ice up to ten meters high! Should be very film-able!
tarantula
Okay, a late evening following a long day of mixed activities. Another huge storm circled the area this afternoon. Driving back to JAH’s place in Chino Valley (I’m dog-sitting for a week: Tigger and Tadley), there were drifts of half-inch (1+ cm) hailstones on the sides of the road. I was glad I wasn’t around for that. And that was about two hours after the storm passed through the area. It is, in local lingo, the Monsoon season, and although these storms don’t have the temporal duration of a tropical monsoon, they definitely make up for it in momentary fury … The Lightning was striking within a few hundred meters repeatedly as I drove through an edge of the storm on the way into Prescott earlier in the day. Fascinating! And the land needs the rain. Looks like the forest fire on Granite Mountain is dying out from a combination of rain and natural firebreaks. They left for a weeks vacation in Utah and Colorado. Fishing and camping and one day for competing with two of their Australian Sheepdogs in a regional dog show. They just started training and showing the Aussies earlier this year. I was telling Joy this story in an email letter: JAH picked me up at lunch so I could get her car and start dog-sitting at her place. We went by another (Aussie) trainers house to pick up a travel kennel for one of her dogs. I picked up the kennel to take it to the car and both the women kinda moved away saying something. I didn’t pay attention to their reaction until I saw from the corner of my eye on the garage floor a modest-sized tarantula. The other trainer said something and then stepped on it. Faugh. I felt a ripple of karma, kind of a shaking of space-time equilibrium, but said nothing. Looking at the destroyed creature for a split second before getting out of the place with the kennel. I thought, there’s a person who has no sense of the value of life, what a gross thing to do so off hand … Not that I am innocent of karmic crimes, but at this stage of life, I would not step on or otherwise kill a tarantula. I mean, what for? Why kill them? Lordy. Anyway.
packing notes: leaving Ice Land
Packing Notes Iceland – NYC:
Albums (Beatles albums separate)
Tapes (in cases?)
Cameras
CD’s (together in trunk)
Software (together in trunk)
Video Tapes (together in trunk)
4×5 negatives (together in trunk)
35mm negatives (BANK!)
one box of wearable clothes
one box immediate papers
one box teaching materials
boxes of archived letters and papers
Nakamichi (in own box) (leave?)
Turntable (in own box)
Camera equipment (in trunk)
Books
Print work
Camping equipment
Darkroom stuff
Tools
Cycling tools
Art tools
Papers
File Cabinet
Trinkets
Framed prints
Art works
Posters
Print drying racks
To travel with:
Daypack
Green suitcase
Grey suitcase
Backpack (zipper repaired in Boulder)
Black bag
Tan bag
Nikkormat
Nikkormat Black (to be repaired in NYC with receipt)
2x lenses
Hard drive
PowerBook?
recent 2x negatives (Get a DAT recorder?)
Glasses
new notebook
2x pens
slides of ?? in a notebook
some audio tapes?
toothbrush, toothpaste, deodorant, scissors, q-tips, shampoo,
hiking boots, good running shoes, hi-tops?, low black shoes,
anorak or Gortex?
1x wool sox
2x jeans
Icelandic sweater
belt
6x tee shirts
3x tank tops
half gloves?
swimsuit
goggles
I CHING?
paper case
passport
copies of Icelandic papers
drivers license
credit cards (PINs)
no keys!
no towels
African hat
jean jacket
jean vest