big synchronicity

Well, where to start this narrative? In the PhotoWorks Laboratory on 23rd Street in Chelsea in Manhattan in 1986? Or in Karla’s flat in Prenzlauerburg in 2013? I leave there earlier than I probably need to in order to get to the Hauptbahnhof in good time for my ICE connection to Köln, and it turns out to be a good choice. I first go to the wrong tram stop, then when I get on the right one, there is a total traffic tie-up as we approach the old wall. This is because of the presence of the (US) Presidential bubble and his cortege which results in a total ban on traffic entering the entire central government sector — much of Berlin-Mitte. There had been hints of looming presence for at least a week before — Blackhawks on drill overhead, warnings about route changes posted on public transport, and so on. As traffic is totally blocked by the time the tram gets to Mauerpark, shiite! I get off and get to the U-Bahn pretty quickly, and make it to the Hbf in good time — enough to make some audio recordings (Gleis 6), have a snack and look out south towards the government sector that is completely cordoned off, musing on that impenetrable bubble that surrounds the Imperial man and his entourage.

I get on the ICE train to Köln, car 32, seat 81 or so, looking forward to a relaxed and comfortable ride with an easy transfer in Köln to the Aachen train. It looks pretty empty. A petite woman comes to my row and takes the window seat. So I say to her “I’ll move up one row since the train looks pretty empty, that way we’ll both have more room” (am I being rude?). I move up one row, but shortly another woman comes along and I am in her seat to I move back to my original seat. I settle back in and turn to my seat mate and ask her if she is from Berlin, “No, I live in New York.” Oh really, what are you doing there? “I’m a photographer.” And as I am looking at her, I am stunned, “Dora, Dora Händel?” My lord, booking the seat next to me is my old colleague from (Kathy Kennedy‘s) PhotoWorks on 23rd Street in Chelsea from 1986. PhotoWorks was one of the top two commercial custom printing labs in the photo district back in those analog days. Dora took care of all contact printing (ferro-typed Kodak Azo, thank you!). We spent many an hour in the darkroom listening to Nina Haugen among other incendiary sonic background effects.

self-portrait with Dora on the ICE to Köln from Berlin, Germany, June 2013

We hadn’t seen each other in probably 20 years or so. How effing bizarre. The immediate question becomes: What to make of this synchronicity, coincidence, sign, event, etc, etc. Too incredibly random to comprehend from any statistical level.

Fortunately we have a couple hours to catch up before she gets off in Münster (or so?). I go on to Hamm where the train is shunted (the German rail network is still suffering from major delays resulting from the heavy flooding on the Elbe River). It’s the hottest day in an already hot German summer, and after one aborted attempt to get a connection onward, and some time on the stifling platform, passengers are finally (and, to be honest, pretty efficiently) re-routed to their different destinations. When I arrive in Aachen, I pick up a form at the DB travel office in the Hbf for applying for a partial refund based on the two-hour delay I experienced. The lady at the desk helps me fill it out.

Energy, Creative Action, and Sustainable Systems Workshop – Day 8 – eNZed

The official blurb for the workshop:

This workshop will draw on Hopkins’ international experience in facilitating creative encounters in the context of the Temporary Autonomous Zone. With an open structure for engaged and focused dialogue, the workshop will explore a powerful energy-based worldview that can open up new awareness of social, cultural, and natural systems. The dynamics of collaborative human relations confined within an attentive space is guaranteed** to generate provocative and inspiring outcomes. Creativity is, by definition, about the formative flow of energy between living organisms. We will move through a variety of environments (including on the river by waka) as we share life-time in the workshop. The workshop will augment the processes of any creative practitioner with a profound, situated, and practice-oriented conceptual toolbox that address the following areas and more:

(Keywords in no particular order): energy, creativity, thermodynamics, technology and techno-social systems, art, attention, entropy, learning, media, networks, participation, process, virtuality, creative action, human presence, Light, human encounter, mediation, concentration, optimization, pathways, meals, sustainability, simplicity, synchronicity, auspiciousness, and serendipity.

**on the condition that you bring along your entire Self, not merely your body, mind, and spirit

share San Diego

Gary and I head out towards Balboa Park, but don’t actually make it. I wanted to get online for a couple hours of work, so he takes me to a cybercafe in North Park where the PowerBook exhibits it’s intransigent side — something that comes up about 2% of the time when connecting to a wifi node — it can see the node, says it’s connected, but refuses to actually establish a viable connection. grrrrr. the usual spate of re-starts, config changes, etc, to no avail. Gary puts up with my whining, then calls an acquaintance nearby, Christian Michaels, a professional photographer who happened to have a wifi network at his studio. we head south on Ray Street, a funky neighborhood to the beautiful studio built in a former sign-manufacturers space. he’s got a huge video projector with a 25×25-foot projection area at one end of the main studio. as we chat, turns out that he is hosting a share event in the evening! we have a good laugh that I am the share-nomad node. synchronicity! have lunch at a taqueria around the corner, and head back to spend the afternoon with Andrea and Ryan. then Gary comes by to fetch me for the evening happening. end up meeting Morgan Sully of share-San Diego and others. there is a screening of Metropolis, and I do a short VDMX improv. nice!

back to work

hanging out with the family. Dana is the initial portrait for the New Year’s project — a return to the work that I dropped in the interim between stopping with black&white 35mm film-based and getting the new Nikon D200 SLR which makes that work once again possible. in between, a hiatus of six years, while having access to a variety of digital cameras, the serious lack of one critical feature made my work impossible. that feature is the near-instantaneous synchronization of the shutter — when the shutter-release button is pressed the shutter goes without hesitation. the D200 is the first digital cam that I’ve had where there is no delay. that millisecond delay in cheaper cams makes the difference between the picture and a wasted shot. it’s all about synchronicity between my eyes, the collaborative subject, and the mediatory machine.

randomsystem workshop

early in to notam to do email, Kim Cascone gets there shortly thereafter. great to finally meet him. randomsystem workshop starts up. energy begins to coalesce, form. hypostasis. configuring, constellating. such is the vibe of the synchronicity for dropping into this moment that, well, it seems right. what more to ask? clearly a moment in time and a place (both only dance with concepts that Newton was cruelly ignorant to pin down!)

and all the streams of living, they seem so convergent to a transformation that will be complete. someday.

other Light

with an image, Valgerdur reminds of a conversation we had early in the year at a dinner at her house. she was describing a trip with a friend of hers in the back-country of Colorado where they happened on an impressive place. synchronicity. nothing surprising, given the PLACE. and the person…

a walk to the Joensuu town beach, first along the river, then to the lake. the thin Light, sharp. always forgotten when away, dissipated from body memory as soon as body is exposed to the power of Colorado or Arizona Light. it evaporates, too blue to stand the brunt of vertical noon desert. but, on the returning north, passing through the land, there raises the high-frequency trace, intaglio, acid-etched, displaced faux-memory. to a temporary and precious foreground. from yesterday to today a chill entered the air. coming from 105F (43C) and going to 57F (12C) and wearing the same t-shirt. no shorts anymore, though, and no sandals. back to black work-boots, black jeans, dark everything. sit on a small floating dock and stare at the water-sun. geese scolding each other. sharp spicy air. elegant birch trees, precious in scale: these same eyes absorbed the Light of the Sequoias this summer. the birch tree leaves are changing color. over one night it comes. no turning back now.

cou

dinner with Niels, Valgerdur, and Haukur. mmmmmmMMMMMmmmm. in the midst of a long conversation catching up on each others activities, Valgerdur was recounting her travel to teach in Colorado Springs at Colorado College. She took a road-trip with a colleague which, by chance (well, nothing is chance, all is inter-connected, so…) they are driving south through the San Luis Valley, and they make a short detour to see the Great Sand Dunes, driving past an abandoned house on the side of the road. they are both taken by the place, so, slow down, stop, back up, and photograph it. it is the center of the universe. no coincidence there. electricity. synchronicity. actually nothing really to comment about — it simply happened, period. aside from me being a tad jealous at not being in the Rocky Mountains in the springtime. it’s been 12 years since I have experienced that state of being.

forgot my sun glasses over at their place.

pseudo-ending

This travelog comes to an end here. After a long year of teaching and several emotional highs and lows, burnout factors, energy concentrations, dissolutions, motivations. And nothing has changed. This day begins hopeful and by mid-day is hopeless and though by evening, the fading light brings some hope: the Sanna factor. On the miniature golf course with Loki i happen to run into Visa and Hanna. Strange to see him, at that very place and time. Synchronicity and other ways of being. I had just looked over his name on my phone, in order to give him a call after the events of the last hours. But no more of this or that. This travelog is done for awhile. It is finished. My Self was given and nothing more remains. Throat constricts for a gulp, no oblation to help this life ascend.

bitter-sweets

Sanna sends a bar of white chocolate that Anna-Maija hand-delivers to my office. just as I am looking up the street address in Helsinki to send a card. synchronicity. it is snowing all day heavily. drifting, and I decide not to go swimming in the evening after making a circuit of town to the bank and grocery store. cold. I need a different kind of hat — a balaclava face-mask I think. I cringe against the wind as it whips around my eyes, turbulent flow that makes me cry. inside the wind makes a low-frequency sucking noise on the stove ventilator, but since most windows here are triple-glazed, outside noise pollution is minimal. if you hear the wind, that means it IS serious! the internal heating system which is some combination of radiative hot-water heaters under the windows, along with a forced-air duct system is the source of the greatest environmental noise.

project: artdirt

speaking of artdirt..., New York City, New York, March 1996

I make my way up to the PseudoRadio studios to meet Robbin, GH, Robert Galinsky, and the rest of the PseudoRadio crew, including the founder, Josh Harris. The artdirt program was initiated by GH, and it was just a flat-out coincidence that I saw the artnetweb sign in SoHo when I was walking around, forgotten who I was going to see, staying at Stefan and Ellen’s place in Tribeca. I just went in, and there was GH, Robbin, Remo, and Adrianne. So they asked me to be on the show later that week (before they started recording the shows!).