return or stay

the day before departing the US to arrive in Iceland yet again, from Kennedy to Keflavík. the stresses attendant with getting to the airport through rush hour loom and the overnight flight. jet lag. and again being in Scandinavia, this time with an unclear agenda at least in one way. employment and cash-flow are settled, but at the end of the year. possibilities of future relocation to the US are like return lines in an endlessly looping program. return, stay, return, stay. will the private sector allow the freedom that I have gotten used to as a free-lance artist, educator, and adviser hob-nobbing around Europe at the turn of the Millennium?