solstice-to-solstice

A short note about the installation that I just opened yesterday as part of the Akureyri ListaSumar 1997 (Summer Arts Festival). It is an extension of the performance series solstice-to-solstice: a naming of the Light of Being [it takes a few seconds for the java slide-show to cue up—there are a total of 225 images].

and the intro on the wall reads something like this:

This installation is a visual exploration of a life-path—a braided passage that is both material and spiritual. As Light forms, informs, and sustains Life, its influence on the large and small is whole and complete. The eye absorbs this energy and that inspiration becomes material essence for Being. These images are a meditation, a reviving of memory, a remembering, a potential source for the imagination and, most of all, a visual naming in the fundamental sense. Naming is a basic creative process that brings the material world into being, it forms a matrix, an armature, upon which this personal visual history and memory is built. These images span a Cartesian time from 21 June 1995 to 21 June 1996, they span a wide Cartesian space. Outside of the Cartesian, they span steps of eye and heart that leave the Cartesian behind, and are suspended in a new construct of community, network, and being.

Probably a measure of bullshit, but the 40-meter long strip of images that span the space impressed the hell out of my back, leaving me crippled and craving more of the pain-killers that the Doc prescribed. One step forward, two steps back. A photographer from the national paper came in to do a portrait for upcoming coverage of the town’s summer art festival, and during the opening, the most retro and pin-headed critic (no, I can’t honestly call him a critic—should simply say guy-who-fills-columns-with-pointless-drivel) employed by the newspaper ran through the installation. The poor old fellow knows little about art, and nothing about photography. I recall the review he wrote for an exhibition I did some years back which was of as much critical value as an equal quantity of paper pulp destined to clean a baby’s arse. Some people don’t know when to quit. The only positive point is that a bad review from him pretty much confirms that an exhibition is at least interesting.

volume

Oh hell, what pretense to think that I could really get any sensible writing done here, when all other mediums seem to fail me as well. Concentration lags behind — a result of very poor physical condition that my body is in, and mentally I am really unfocused … Can’t really point to what is going on. Material stimulation and the stimulation of speaking to others seems to not hold my attention for long. I wonder at how others can focus and make massive and detailed material contributions to this monolithic world of Art. I am left babbling about spiritual transcendence, hypostasis, and being. Out of step with the environment that I have immersed myself in … This Art world. This world of commerce and culture and the intersection thereof. more “volume”

eliminate chaos

Well, after hacking for 28 hours in 36, I am beat now … I was surviving on Rilke on the long (and delayed) flight over from NYC to Helsinki. And I was happy to recall this one favorite from the magnificent collection translated by Stephen Mitchell…

We cannot know his legendary head with eyes like ripening fruit. And yet his torso is still suffused with brilliance from inside, like a lamp, in which his gaze, now turned to low, gleams in all its power. Otherwise the curved breast could not dazzle you so, nor could a smile run through the placid hips and thighs to that dark center where procreation flared. Otherwise this stone would seem defaced beneath the translucent cascade of the shoulders and would not glisten like a wild beast’s fur: would not, from all the borders of itself, burst like a star: for here is no place that does not see you. You must change your life. — Rainer Maria Rilke

So it goes, I always say. Marvelous translation, and incredible, the crescendo it reaches, the roiling descriptive power, the shifting focus and awareness. I know this torso. I photographed it in a museum in Kässel some years back, and it figured in the Apocalyptic Dream work as one of the centerpiece icons. Then I stumble on this translation just a few years ago. Shaking. I am staying in one of the oldest reconstructed buildings on Suomenlinna, the old fortress island. It was a quarters for Russian or Swedish officers — which or both I don’t know as I haven’t really examined the history of the place. The entire island is on the short list of World Heritage Sites, and, indeed, it is an incredible place, I’ve seen nothing like it in all my imperial travels … The walls of the building I am in are over a meter thick, and it has huge windows that overlook part of the bastion and the dry dock that is full of old wooden boats. Other windows look out onto the courtyard where there is a monument to one of the Swedish monarchs. There are massive ceramic tile furnaces in each room, standing 12 feet high with gleaming white columns to each side. I have been struggling intensively to make a comeback from the recent removal of my main website from the server I was using in Iceland. I have no idea what happened, but whatever the case, I have to reconstruct my site as best I can very soon … I am getting more and more attention for the breadth and personal outlook of the site, but … Now the whole thing is gone except for this travelog work and some fragments. I only have access to three free Megabytes on this server, so I can’t reconstruct everything on it anyway. I wish I had one cheap/free server somewhere with ten or twenty megs on it … Wait a minute, I am having a deja vu at the moment. Sitting here at 01:22 in the morning, on the island, after two hard days work. Typing these very words. I had a dream about this. Somewhere, sometime ago. The feeling of trying to do things but not being able to eliminate the CHAOS from life. And almost wanting to succumb to it. Well, it isn’t really chaos, it is just the conditions of living itself, nothing that can or should be eliminated from living, for it is life itself. I cannot allow the failure of these machines, of my techniques deter me from a full enjoyment and engagement in life.

Life is what’s happening when you’re busy making other plans … — John Lennon

Funny, poignant? and True! He speaks and sings true things often, in spirit.

Trane

Here for one more day. A picnic in the afternoon. Still no time to retrospect on the full events of the last few weeks. So it goes. But always this preoccupation with the theme of mediation. It seems rooted in the basic tendency of humans to use the material world as a cover, a carapace against the eventual confrontation with the spiritual — that which is not material, that which is energy (which is all!). There is a rebalancing that must come. An acceptance of the material, acceptance of the hypostasis — the coming-into-the-material-world — existing as a being-in-the-world. (As John Coltrane jams from the CD-player). Always astonishing music comes from him. Long after his death, his spirit rings around the world. Mediated or simply impregnating, quickening, the material essence of life with spirit motions … The studio recording of 26 September 1962 of In a Sentimental Mood with Trane teamed up with Duke Ellington on piano, Aaron Bell on bass, and Elvin Jones on drums is a piece that has resonated in my heart for years. The poignant emotion brimming through the sounds from the opening to the uncertain ending holds an entire life in its brief 4 minutes 15 second duration. Always a pleasure listening to Miles, Trane, and other jazz with Randy — he is an accomplished jazz pianist himself, and even was playing with a band back when he lived in Chicago … Speaking of which I discovered that I share the birthday of the late jazz great Lester Young.

barbeque

Barbecue over at Jim and Janet’s place. They got back late last night from their weeks vacation in Utah and Colorado. Mostly fishing, but also showing their two Aussie sheepdogs at a show in Richmond, Utah, where they packed away a few ribbons. Marianne was over for dinner too. Hadn’t seen her since Christmas, so was caught up on her two book projects, one which has found a publisher. A book about the lives of ranch dogs in the west of the US, with various creative texts and photos… Conversation ranged far and wide. Whilst in the background the Olympics jingoism blared onward to its ecstatic self-congratulatory conclusion … I really can’t stand it, yet I am drawn to the imagery like a magnet. That’s one reason I have not had a teevee around my own house for 15 years or more — because it is so seductive. But I am getting more and more conscious of the need to totally limit mediated input in this life — taped music, radio, newspapers, books, magazines, teevee, telephone — and concentrate on the unmediated. Observation of other people and the immediate physical surroundings. Hearing stories about other places direct from some one else. I suppose

being here now

would characterize the approach. But this alone is not enough. There must be an active component, a pursuit of what lies behind the purely physical. I try to meditate on these things. But mostly I just am confused on the course life is taking. Under-employment, well, socially a downward spiral for the past three years or so. I don’t know when it will end…

ergo vivida vis animi pervicit, et extra processit longe flammantia moenia mundi atque omne immensum peragravit, mente animoque…

and so it was that the lively force of his mind won its way; he passed on far beyond the fiery walls of the world, and in mind and spirit traversed the boundless whole… — Lucretius

ArtNode-ing

Another long, interesting day. (Starts off: girl dressed in black on the train into town with a rhesus monkey on her back reading Kalil Gibran’s The Prophet). I went directly over to meet Mats at ArtNode in the afternoon. I never got a good connection working, though Mats was generous enough to let me hack for a few hours. It seems that their access provider doesn’t have a good server, nor do they give good technical support — I was suspicious that it was a problem with the PPP configuration and the modem init string. At any rate, I was able to download what email I had waiting and upload the string of messages I had been nursing along the past ten days. However, Fetch wasn’t working, so I couldn’t upload these very pages which was very irritating as I need to update and renew these to make them even marginally interesting … So goes the InfoSuperCrawlingWay… Email brings this from Gunnar Viglunds, a former student of mine in Iceland:

Information is not knowledge, Knowledge is not wisdom, Wisdom is not truth, Truth is not beauty, Beauty is not love, Love is not music. Music is THE BEST

this from Mr. Halfler Trio hissef, Andrew “don’t-find-me-and-I-won’t-look-for-you” McKenzie:

… he who is in you is greater than than he who is in the world … [1 John 4:4]

and this from the painter, Carol Sutton, in Toronto:

No foe, no dangerous pass, we heed,
Brook no delay, but onward speed
With loosened rein;
And, when the fatal snare is near,
We strive to check our mad career,
But strive in vain.

Could we new charms to age impart,
And fashion with a cunning art
The human face,
As we can clothe the soul with light,
And make the glorious spirit bright
With heavenly grace,

How busily each passing hour
Should we exert that magic power,
What ardor show,
To deck the sensual slave of sin,
Yet leave the freeborn soul within,
In weeds of woe!

— excerpt from “Coplas De Manrique (From The Spanish),” Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

I then went directly over the the Academy and found the performance space without much difficulty. Bettina will be sending me the name of the artist — the title of the performance was “Body as Space.” Mats Hjelm was there, and it turns out that he is working in the Video Department there at the Academy. Also in attendance was Monika Larsen-Denis, who studied up in Iceland at the Academy a couple years ago. Bettina and a friend of hers and I hung out after the performance talking with different people, and then headed to a noisy/hip/cool bar in town. I just made the last train from Stockholm to Barkaby that evening, but that arrived after the last bus ran, which meant I was destined for sore feet after the seven kilometer walk back to Selma and Martin’s place. Ouch!

histories

portrait, Claudia and Monika, Köln, Germany, April 1996

A short visit with Monika and Claudia to catch up on Claudia becoming a mother — I remember when she was just a little girl a handful of years ago!

Online problems: it is not precisely clear what is the main obstacle in the way of Germans getting egalitarian access to the Internet. But clearly it is related to the Deutsche Telekom strangle-hold monopoly. Today I spent the afternoon with Udo Noll, one of the partners at Digital Online Media over at their garage/headquarters. He kindly set me up with an account to use while I am in Köln and trouble-shot my modem connect for smooth sailing onto the Net. I never got a chance to check my mail though, thinking I could do it from P.& K.’s house this evening — turns out that the Deutsche Telekom folks screwed me again with the plug configuration at the house — one needs a special plug and some rewiring done by DT personnel — absurd! I’ll go back to Digital Online Media tomorrow morning to do it from their offices. Udo showed me some of the works by artists who are online via Digital Online Media like Otto Schweins and Matthias Groebel. As it was the Easter weekend, I wandered to the real Dom cathedral in central Köln, absorbing some small fragments of spiritual energy and getting a bit nostalgic recalling the many evenings I spent in the past eight years here with friends and my former wife. Many romantic farewells were made on the platform of the Hauptbahnhof, the most busy rail station in Europe with trains coming and going from as far away as Moscow. Walking across the rail/pedestrian bridge from Köln to Köln-Deutz is memorable with the trains slowly rumbling by every few seconds and the Rhine far below flowing implacable towards Amsterdam. It is more chilly today than yesterday, perhaps only in the 50’s F, but spring is definitely happening all around. It is about time. This evening Peter and Kersten got home late with Jonas wired, he bounced around the flat for some time before succumbing to sleep. We sat in the kitchen and talked about life and how one should seek to become more SLOW.

April Fools

I missed some days of entries for the usual reasons — to busy to get to the machine, although I was able to upload the first travel log pages down at the Slade Media Lab. And right after that, met with Susan Collins, the Head of the Slade’s Electronic Media program. We had a few rounds up in the Housman Room where the bartender, Eladio, is known for his generosity — whatever one buys ends up costing only 4 pounds sterling. A bargain, more or less, depending on what you decide to stock up on, a coupla’ pints o’stout, and a few bags of crisps, a fruit bowl, Snickers, whatever…
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Niépce Museum catalog essay

The catalog essay for the huge exhibition of my portrait work to date:

One critical moment in the history of Western culture came in the seventh century A.D. in Nicaea, a city in Asia Minor. At that time, the leaders of the Christian church were meeting to discuss the use of ikons or ritual “portrait” images within the church. Had the ikon been judged heretical and thus banned from church teachings as the “graven image” of the Second Commandment to Moses, it would be difficult to imagine the look of Western culture. The decision to allow the use of ikons has literally made us see ourselves, fourteen hundred years later, in a vastly different Light.

Ideologically the religious ikon is a direct though distant predecessor of the photograph image. However, the spiritual values inspiring the production and use of the ikon are only dimly reflected in secular photographic portraits that fill the Modern world. Something has been lost or misunderstood in the succeeding generations of technological, economic, and scientific evolution.

Despite this, the fundamental connection between photography and the ineffable spiritual essences of Light creates the possibility of spiritual expression in the act of portraiture. Equally important is the powerful spiritual element of human contact and dialogue in portrait work.

We Moderns have been taught how to look when we are being photographed. In some way a portrait measures how well we have accepted or rejected the photographic examples impressed upon us from early childhood. In this Modern Age, our own histories are inseparable from our photographic histories. We build internal pictures of our selves, our families, our friends, and our world on a more or less fragmented foundation of photographic imagery. These images come to exist from a variety of sources, the most common are the ubiquitous snapshots that fill our family albums. It is these images that have a profound influence on the way we think of and see ourselves — perhaps more than any other single source — mass-media included. The advent of the video-camera has only deepened the psychological effect by adding the truth of motion to our memories. The very fact that our own self-images and indeed, our memories, are built on photographic evidence makes our active relationship with photography a complex expression of personal values. This relationship is further confused because our vision — how we actually see and comprehend the sensual world — is firmly built upon the particular syntax of how a camera sees.

The photographs in this exhibition are essentially private images; their purpose is not to publicly document private situations. Rather, they provide an opportunity simply to see people as partners in an image-making process. Using these photographs in an exhibition — a public communication — possibly transforms their content. Because they stand to lose their private, ritual context in the public context of the museum, it is proper to consider briefly some of the critical social issues in portrait photography.

Photography, as a prominent element of the modern culture of the spectacle carries the onerous burden of power, manipulation, and control. The operation of these actions is inherent in even the most innocent image-making, and especially so in the social process of portraiture. Formal situations of photography in the consumer marketplace — fashion, advertising, photojournalism, and especially pornography — are frequently obvious in their exploitation of the powerless subject. The comparison between the gun and the camera is often disturbingly accurate where the photograph is merely evidence of the possession, the capturing, or the “killing” of a place, an object, or a person. Often even in family albums one sees an oppressive power and control in the arrangement and gestures of the subjects, and also, who is not in the image — that is, who is taking the picture. The photographic subjects are the victims of this manipulation as they are stripped of their be-ing and reduced to objects to be looked at. Trust is a word that seldom enters into discussions of typical subjective photography.

Is it possible to make a portrait without it being a theft or a killing of something personal, something soul-full, of the other?

The answer to this question lies somewhere on the way from taking a picture to sharing the ritual act of image-making. The idea that portraiture can be a ritual is a key to understanding how it is possible to move it beyond the culturally imposed limits that these critical issues imply.

When making images of people, I often sense a struggle for control that I recognize as an expression of my own cultural psychology. I am always acutely self-conscious of the flux of energies that circulate between subject and photographer. There must be a clear respect for the other, not as subject, but simply as the dialectic Other. In fact, this flux is as elemental and as vital as any other human contact. A state of complete and sympathetic attention is required to sustain positive energy in this type of contact between two people.

The genesis for the images in this exhibition is somewhere between veneration and love. Veneration through the energies of Time and Light that are arrested and that preserve Life in this special, transformed state; Love through the powerful force of dialectic human relationship.

Most of the photographs are of people that I know well, people who are comfortable collaborating with me in image-making. Frequently the photographs are made on the very same occasions that a typical family album snapshot would be made — special visits, dinners, holidays, and so on. Because I often follow the familiar etiquette that is accepted for a typical family album picture, the images have both the naturalness and the formal dignity inherent in a cultural ritual. Occasionally I make portraits of people that I have met only once, briefly, where I feel a certain rapport, where the request to do a portrait is meaningful, where it is possible, and where it will have a positive outcome. This shared act of image-making deepens the momentary interaction and creates a future of possibility in an otherwise chance meeting.

In all cases, by concentrating on the vitality of the moment, the ritual moment, I find it is possible to move from the simple objective/subjective photographic act to the dialogue of Life itself. The concepts of object and subject are not absolute in the living dynamic of ritual. It is possible to make the photographic act deepen the ongoing dialogue between two humans — again, as a shared ritual. The singular material result, a photographic portrait, is one distillation of the instant when two Life-lines intersected.

If a ritual is established and carefully honored, it is possible for the spiritual to enter into it.

The greatest expression of thanks must first go to those friends, family, and strangers whose images are in this exhibition — for their willingness to join with me in the open ritual of being photographed. I would also like to thank M. Paul JAY for his patient endurance of my poor French during my yearly visits to Chalon and also the generosity of the Museum in arranging this exhibition and catalog. From the very first time I arrived, as a hitch-hiker, in Chalon-sur-Sâone in 1986, and after many visits, I have always enjoyed the beautiful and friendly Chalonaise atmosphere. Whenever I lecture on the history of photography, I say that it is no coincidence that Niépce invented photography in Sâone-et-Loire — it is a place where the Light is indeed silver and the air is clear! Thanks also to the Photography Museum of Reykjavík for providing a good laboratory when I most needed one.

Copies of the 25-page catalog of my portrait work are available from the Museum: Musée Nicéphore Niépce, 28 Quai Des Messageries, Chalon-Sur-Saône, 71100 France

Light on water

portrait, Jón, Eyjafjörður, Eyjafjarðarsýsla, Iceland, July 1993

I am out at the northern-most reaches of Eyjafjördur with Jón for some hours on a brilliant and long July day in 1992, there is an Arctic breeze blowing from the North. The sky is the transparent pale blue of high latitude summer. Most summers, Jón puts his 1-1/2 ton fishing boat, the Arnarberg R101, out to harbor on Hrísey, and whenever someone in the family will join him, he steams north to the mouth of the fjord to catch cod, sea carp, and sea trout with hook-and-line.

Earlier in the spring I spent a few days with Jón on Hrísey, carefully painting the name and number of the boat on the external bridge walls, port and starboard, and helping tune up the mechanicals of the boat for the upcoming season. Jón is retired from a life of fishing on the North Atlantic and loves to be out on the water. He has the far clear sight of a sea captain. more “Light on water”

Letter to Dan (RIP)

Well. Dan

“Lethargy is simply frozen violence”

What else? I sit in the middle of the Arctic Night (The middle always remains the same, no matter how long the night is). Waiting for sleep to fill my head, looking at a CRT screen. Eyes are getting crippled by the stress of focusing. Goodnight.

The next day late morning. All is gray. When I develop film here I notice the lack of contrast, especially after Colorado. The Light is different. I have taken to capitalizing the first letter of Light, and I have also quit using the Lord’s name in vain you know? Two changes from my previous life. You can look forward to wonderful things like this happening when you finish graduate school.

The work you sent arrived a bit worse for wear, and surely to the perplexity of the customs/postal people. They keep a close monitor on my post here, almost all packages are checked… A bit disturbing, but also amusing…
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