departures arrivals

(00:04:32, stereo audio, 10.9 mb)

where you going to? no sleep, travel night’s sleep. and up in bright 04:00 morning. and away after hearing night movements of the teenage child. other kids over after I go to bed at midnight, doors opening and closing, and then escaping, returning at 03:00. (sigh) nothing to be done anymore except be another human on the planet. closer proximity might help, might not. while heart comes to ache emptily. but with a foreboding of malfunction as per the way. nothing is always. and forever shades the eyes from seeing everything this is. how to crack open what can be?