dreams about multi-media authoring or something. and waiting for Helsinki and Sanna as soon as possible. the time here in Lahti has been something of an annoyance, my schedule was totally screwed up, and I end up teaching only three or four days a week. teaching is always okay, the momentary challenges and pathways of going with the individuals, but the administrative confusion is something that I can’t bear. living on the road, there are two levels of chaos that stress me — one, the main one, is the problem of unsure/unsafe housing. the other is problems with money. this confusion dealt with both, and so, caused me great stress. enough said.